Today has been exactly three years of my grade 6 graduation. :)

Parang kelan lang oh.. Tas sa pasukan, 4th year na at gagraduate na ulit ako. I miss the daaaaaays! ☹☹☹

And how I missed Tumblr! :( Almost 3 months of not opening because of school. HAHA. I may not be where I wanted to be but atleast, I’m still blessed of having the title of conduct awardee. :) Sa 4th year, magseseryoso na ko. ♡ (HOPEFULLY. HAHAHA.)

These past three months, I cried a bucket of tears. A problem that I kept inside of me na halos gabi gabi iniiyakan ko pero the good thing is, I’m QUITE over it now. Pero may gusto pa akong sabihin kay mama na di ko masabi o matanong. Well, bahala na si Lord. :)

Recently watched The Hunger Games with mama and bro and I really loved it! Wagas sa kiliiiiiig! ♥♥♥

Okay, I’ll blog about what happened to me these last three months in a few days or whenever I want to. :)

Goodmorning! :)

‘Cause you’ve got that one thing. :”)

Page 15 of 366, nung gabi; Yay! The balloon for the surprise party of Sir Felix was done. :> Thank you, mama! :* Before and after picture. HAHA. :D

Page 16 of 366; OP day. HAHA. Walang pansinan eh. :)) Tas kapag nag-uusap usap sila sa classroom, di ako tumitingin tas kapag recess at lunch, magkabilang dulo ng table eh. :)) Tas nung uwian naman, pumunta kaming canteen tas sabi ko kay S na dun lang muna ako kela O so nandun ako. Tas kwento with @letsbenothing. Tas nung pumunta daw sila kela K, sabi niya bakit di ako kasama ni A at S. Sabi ni S kay A, ay iniwan natin! Tas sabi ni A, siya nang-iiwan eh. Tas nung magka-usap kami ni K, nakita niya si A na parang nagulat then nung pauwi na ko, hinabol niya ko tas hug and sorry. Well, nakakatouch kasi parang first time niyang gawin yun. Galit daw kasi ako eh. Pero di naman talaga. :))

Tas dapat yung araw na to yung surprise ni Sir Felix kaya lang, FAIL. Absent siya eh. =))

Thank you nga pala sa mga taong nandun para sakin nung mga araw na yun. :)) Carlos, Khloie, Ana, Shannen, Faelo (kahit absent), Edgar, Tin, Alex, Benji, Oyie, Joyce, Fristine, Yas.. May nakalimutan ba ako? Oh, anyway, THANK YOU! <3

Page 17 of 366; My day was kinda fun. :) Asaran with him. HAHA. <3 Yung big eyes, habang naglelesson, nung SS na parang naasar talaga ako. =)) Sabi niya kasi ang taray ko na naman eh. Tas sabi niya, ok. Sabi ko, K. HAHA. Tas kasi nung hinuhug ko siya nung naghahanda na kami ng classroom para sa surprise tas magsusulat siya sa card, eh na sa likod niya ko, tas medyo naano ko yung ano niya. HAHAHAHA. Nako. And success yung suprise kay Tatay Felix! \:D/ Ice cream fight. Di ako nalagyan. HAHA. Pasimuno ni Christine to eh. =)) Sa Farewell! ;)) Yung quiz sa social. 11/15 : BAWIII. Hahaha. Nakakaasar lang eh. Di ko kasi naintindihan yung mga yun eh. :( Anyway, we’re slightly ok na. Had a tight hug from her before I got home. :)

Will do the homework in English now and studyyy. :>

Hoping that I would watch Walang Hanggan later. Kagabi kasi eh, nakalimutan ko. </3

Goodevening, Tumblr! :)

Tonight, I will love love you tonight!

Updating about my life everyday is such a work. It’s not like my 2nd year life anymore where I post my feelings everyday. HAHA.

Page 15 of 366; Such a Sunday! :) Church in the morning and went to SM Southmall afterwards. For the first time, I bought myself 2 shirts from PRP and a Bea Alonzo body spray from Kashieca. Ngayon lang ako nakabili ng something para sa sarili ko eh. Because I don’t go out that much. :( Well I guess, that would change. ;)) I also bought balloons for Tatay Felix because it’s his birthday today and we have a surprise for him! :) Di ko alam cocontribute ko kasi parang ako lang di masyadong nakapagconnect sa kanila nung Friday kasi ang cold nga niya sakin kaya balloon talaga naisip ko and mama will do it later! :)

Page 14 of 366; Release of report cards. All of my grades are line of 9 except for Geomerty and Physics. Yung mga subjects na hadlang sa pagiging achiever ko. HAHA. Hopes high for 4th year! :> My brother brouoght me Mogu Mogu: Lychee. <3 Did the english homework ‘til 12 in the evening with Carlos! :)

Page 13 of 366; Happy Swift day. ♡ Had our Geometry quiz and I hope I’ll get it perfect! I’ll jump if I did! :) Thank you Carlos and Faelo for the help. HAHA. Report on Noli. :-J This Friday the 13th was another cold na naman siya day. Ano ba yan. Forever na bang ganun? I miss how close we were. -_- Anyway, saw Miss J again! I miss her. See her soon! :) Excited for intrams, baby! The jerseys and the varsity jacket! \:D/

Page 12 of 366; Hello, Thursday! Yung exam sa CL, ang aga. Akala ko mga March pa tas di man lang sinabi ni Sir. >:( Deliberation. All are having fun and so noisy and pinaupo kami ni Sir Zen. :\ HAHA. Ayun, ang behave ng highschoolers. =)) Varsity was not that boring. :) Happy Birthday, Zayn Malik! :”) Kilig vibes that night in FB. =p~

Page 11 of 366; Wednesday. Music was eating time! =)) Ate Tomi, Pancit Canton and bread. HAHA. Then planned for our audition for the recital. May mangyari kaya nito sa Tuesday? =))

Page 10 of 366; Tuesday. Almost a day without him. Kakaiba yung wala kang katabi,. Di mo siya nakikita, wala kang mahawakan na kamay. Basta, namiss ko siya SOBRA! :( He got 4th place out of 13 schools! Partida, may sakit pa siya. Ohaaa. I’m proud of him! :) Thank you, Lord! :)

Page 9 of 366; Monday. I’m so tired because of yesterday. 

Page 8 of 366; Splash Island with the Silva’s. Mama, Tito George, Tita Jill, Amber, Kenny and Tito Dandy. ♡ I enjoyed but not much kasi nandun si ano eh. HAHA. Nakakarelate talaga ako sa Growing Up. Well, kind of. ;) It was a cold rainy Sunday. But rain or shine, tuloy pa rin! Haha. May nakita akong kamukha nung Kuya ni Carlos. OK. =))))) Then Tagaytay at night and went home. So tired but worth it. :)

Page 7 of 366; Watched 500 days of Summer and when he went back home, tinulugan lang ako. :( HAHA. Played tetris with him. I did nothing productive. At night, I watched The Last Song. :)

Page 6 and 5 of 366; I forgot what happened. =))

Ok, I can’t remember specific details and stuff kaya short lang. Haha. I’m currently Watching Growing Up and planning to watch Walang Hanggan tomorrow! :) I’m waiting for him because he’s in Tagaytay. I hope tomorrow, will be happy again. Sana wala na yung coldness niya. Oh pleaaaase. Sawa na ko. :)

4th quarter, feeling ko bumababa na ko sa English. HAHA. Anyway, let’s do this okay? Don’t give up kahit ba walang patutunguhan papuntang pagiging honor tong grades mo. :) Just do your best and God will do the rest! :> I love you, Lord! ♥

Thank you, new followers! :)

Goodafternoon, Tumblr! :)

Page 4 of 366 ♥

I’ll soon blog about the past pages I missed. HAHAHA.

Yesterday, I said that I’ll say goodbye to Tumblr for awhile.. But I guess I’ll open this when I’m free. No homeworks and all just like today. :) Actually, we have one but it’s too easy and I went home early so yeah. :>

Let’s flyyyyyyyyyyy! :”> Hahaha. While we were hugging before I went down to the canteen, I elevated. He actually carried me while hugging. Ohaaa. How can you imagine that? =)) Basta yun! HAHA. ♥.♥

This day is goodvibes! :-bd

Happy Birthday cousin Jessica! :)

Goodnight, Tumblr! :)

Back to school :)

I felt bored, actually.. It’s not what I’ve imagined. </3 Nagtatampo pa ko ngayon. HAHA.

Well, I’m happy to see them! My girls, SuperNewtons, friends & him. <3

I’m kinda okay with the results of my exams but I know I can do more. I want to see my card already! =))

Since it’s back to work, goodbye Tumblr for a while again. Need to focus on my studies even though I’m not an achiever anymore. One day, I’ll be back on stage. Hahaha. Now, giving up is not on my vocabulary. Well, I’m determined to. :>

Intrams on February, I can’t waaaait! \:D/

Kakapasok pa lang, may homework agad. Hay.

4th quarter, Let’s do this! :>

Goodbye! :)

tiltheworldgoboom

New year, new Tumblr URL. :)

Inspired by DJ Earworm’s World Go Boom. ♥

After a year or more.. I think that this is a good start for changing my URL. From yellowstar24 - candypop24 - iloveoreos - knockoutpink - poplikeabubble - the newest, tiltheworldgoboom.

I think those words says it all. :) I’m hoping that 2012 is the start of something new for me. Something to look forward to as the days, weeks and months go by. I want to achieve tons of amazing things this year. I just want to be better and I’m never going to stop letting it happen. :) I want to have more knowledge and to explore the world we’re revolving in, more. I just want to do more and more and more and more! I simply just want to live a new life with complete happiness and contentment. Less trouble, less stress, less worries. :)

Everything brand new as it can be. Forget what 2011 gave and have faith in God, restart. :)

Keep on dreaming. Keep on believing. Keep on surviving. Keep on reaching that star. Never ever give up! So, let’s soar high, 2012! :)

I just want to do everything I want and everything I can ‘til the world go boom! ♥

Last day of 2011 :)

New Year’s Eve; 6 hours and 17 more minutes until 2012! ♥

It really has been a very very tough year for me. Broken dreams, friendship and family. LAHAT NA. All those tears I cried over my studies.. All the fights I’ve been through with my girls.. All those decisions and sacrifices I’ve made.. All those things that led me to giving up.. All those expectations that led me to disappointments.. All those forcing laughter, faking smiles.. All the “I’m fine” but I’m not really fine moments.. Gosh.. I can see myself aching, all torn up and kept thinking that I may not be good enough in all aspects. But all I can say is, I’ve been a very strong girl back there. HAHA. I’m tired of experiencing so much pain, it hurts like hell. <///////////////3

Hmm. Let me recall some of the good memories this year. Oh yeah, the last 3 months of being a Sophomore. So much achievements where I can say Sophomore year was where I bloomed. :”> (I hope I’m still accomplishing those achievements.. How sad. :() Florante at Laura: Best Laura, 3rd honor and all.. :D Summer 2011, the family reunion last July, happy moments with my girls, being a SuperNewton and especially, I had the breakthrough of my lovelife. :”)

But, mostly.. This year was such a down in the mouth. So, goodbye 2011. I’ll let you go and move on. :) It’s time to forget all the sad memories that you gave me and start a new life this new year! :)

Enough of dramas, please? 

I’ll be better. I’ll strive harder and harder and harder. I want to accomplish so many great things again. I don’t want to be ordinary. I want to be EXTRAordinary. I want the old Lyka to be back on the track. Letting nobody on my way. ;) I want change and it’ll start with my studies. :) I hope. =))

But of course, I thank Lord for everything! For every single thing. For all the blessings. :) For always being just a prayer away! ♥♥♥ And for always being there with me ‘til surviving the struggles of this years. :)

2012, bring it on! :>

xoxo,

Lyka I. ♥

Goodnight! :”>

NEED. TO. LEARN. TO. SLEEP. EARLY. AGAIN.

Well, this day went well. Good vibes along the way! :”) 

So, when I woke up 10am this morning and I got 8 hours of sleep from last night but I slept again and I woke up around 12:30pm and decided to take a bath, went online to check on him and had lunch. :)

I did nothing but to eat; Chips, biscuits, strawberries with nutella and another strawberry dipped in condenced milk with sugar after dinner. HAHA. And I feel kinda hungry again. :( I love eatingggg! <3333 Well, who doesn’t? :))

But, I NEED TO SLEEP. I guess, tomorrow then. :-J

Finally watched Tangled (but not the whole movie from the start to finish) and Percy Jackson, at last! From start to finish! HAHA. :-bd

Talking to him, is always the best part of my day. :) I’ve never felt this kind of love I’m feeling for him and the love I get from him. He loves my imperfections. ♥ I’ll blog about him soon enough or like blog about my feelings for him. HAHA. But right now, I really need to sleep. :)

Happy 21st Birthday again, David James Archuletaaaa! :”>

Thank you for another day, Lord! :)

Goodnight, Tumblr! <3333

Pain is just temporary. It will vanish, eventually.

It’s 1:14am and I’m giving this time to myself.

Hello, life. You’ve been so asdfghjkl;’ Full of struggles.

“wala pa kasi si mama. mga 10:00 siya umuwi tas sabi maglulunch daw kaming 3 sa labas.. tas nung nakita ako ni papa.. nandiyan na si mama nun tas kung sasama ba daw ako o hindi.. sabi ko, IDK. tas sabi ko kay mama, ayoko sumama.. basta, ayoko tas pinasama ako ni mama.. so sumama ako.. tas di pa ko nakakaligo nun.. :)) tas alam mo ba.. basta pupunta sila ng bank ni Ken.. tas sa southland, pa right papuntang bahay, left dun sa bank.. tas nung lumiko sa right, sabi ni papa, I got wrong.. mukha niya wrong.. tas sabi iuuwi muna ako tas inuwi ako..style bulok =)) may secret kasi parang ganun.. basta„ yung bank book ni Ken, kinuha.. basta ganun..kasi uuwi na yun bukas YEEEEEESSSS!!!! tas eh di sila ok ni mama diba.. tas yung pera dun kay Ken.. si Ken daw hahawak. tas kung need ni mama ng pera, magpaalam daw kay Ken. the hell? =)))) tas lumabas na ulit sila.. tas nilock yung door.. ang fail eh.. di naman nasara ng mabuti! hahaha. ilock para di pumasok si mama dito =)))) tas alam mo baaa, sabi niya sa kapatid ko, ako lang daw inaalagaan ni mama. tas sinagot siya nung kapatid ko na parehas lang kaya kaming inaalagan. IN HIS FACE. =)) ano kala niya? ano ba iniisip niya? ano pinaparating niya? my goodness. =)))) tas nandito na rin kapatid ko =))))”

- Kwento ko kay Carlos. December 26, 2011.

So yeah, kanina, umuwi na nga si papa. Nung 26 nung gabi, nandito sila sa kwarto ko. Dito sila nag-usap tas na sa likod ko sila. Habang kausap ko si Carlos, may mga Iloveyou’s and hearts and stuffs pa yun ah. HAHA. So, there was a point when papa asked me if is it ok if they’ll separate. Like that. Sinagot ko, “up to you”. Well actually, it’s really fine with me. He’s not really my father anyway. :)) K, enough of that. Basta yun.

And then the night of December 26 din, nag-away kami ni Carlos. Nagselos at medyo nagalit siya sa sinabi ko sa kanya. Sinabi ko yun kahit alam kong magagalit siya kasi ganun ko siya kamahal. I don’t want anything to hide from him. I’m true to him and I like that. :) So, sinabi ko kasi na nagsabi ako ng “labyu” sa kinaseselosan niyang close friend kong lalaki. I don’t want to mention the name. Haha. So, kasi nung Christmas, nung nagreply ako sa text nung lalaking yun, yung dulo, may “labyu”. Diba yung meaning ng labyu is friends lang, right? So, nasanay kasi ako na nagsasabi nun sa mga lalaki kong kaibigan na malalapit sakin tuwing nagsusulat ako ng retreat letters nila or sa greeting like yun nga, tuwing Christmas. Nasanay din naman kasi ako na walang nagseselos sa mga ganun ko kasi dati, oo, may mga past ako pero ewan ko. Iba lang talaga ngayon. Syempre, nasaktan ako kasi alam kong nasaktan ko na naman siya. He even showed me this picture,   which says, “If I can’t love you as a lover, I will love you as a friend”. Tas, ok.. For a second right there, nasaktan ako lalo kasi nga parang pinagdidiinan niya na mahal ko yung close friend ko na yun. Naging crush ko kasi dati eh. Pero dati pa yun. Ang importante naman, siya lang yung mahal ko at siya lang talaga at wala ng iba. So, lesson learned. I promised that I won’t ever say “labyu” or “Iloveyou as a friend” sa kahit na sinong kaclose or kaibigan ko na lalaki kahit ba yung meaning nun is for friends only. Simula nung nagpromise ako sa kanya, siya na lang yung sasabihan ko ng Iloveyou na lalaki sa buong buhay ko. ♥ Mas ok na yung isakripisyo ko yung pagsasabi niyan sa iba noh. Kesa naman mawala siya. Mas ok na piliin yun. Mas mahalaga naman siya eh. He’s the only one that matters. Mas ok na sa kanya ko na lang sasabihin yun kasi kung babaliktarin natin, ayoko rin na may gumaganun sa kanya eh. Maswerte nga ako kasi di niya sinasagot yung mga ganun ng mga babae naming kaibigan sa kanya. Pero atleast, natututo kami at nagiging mas stronger at tighter pa yung kung anong meron kami ngayon. :”> Kaya Carlos, sorry sa nagawa ko. Sayong sayo lang talaga ako at akin na akin ka lang. ♥♥♥

So, kanina.. Parang nagkakapaan ulit kami. Syempre, medyo mapride rin naman ako pero binabaan ko kasi gusto ko rin namang maayos kami eh. Nagtext ako kagabi right after he said goodnight sa FB. Wow, sobrang.. Di ayos? HAHA. Tas nung morning, nagising ako nung mga 6 at di na ko makatulog ulit kasi gusto ko na siya itext pero ayaw ko rin.. Pero tinext ko siya. Nagsorry ulit ako. Tas nung an hour or 30+ minutes after, I texted ulit then yun. I watched TV and slept.. Tas nagreply siya, di na ko nagreply. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, kung gusto niya kong kausapin, siya mauuna. Ooh, pride. =)) Tas nung nag-OL na ko, may message naman siya so yun then we cleared things up. :)

CarlosMatthewPalizaCases, Nag-iisa ka lang sa puso ko, wag kang mag-alala. Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal kita! Salamat sa pagpapatawad. :)

So, the pains I felt these past few days, they’re all like are gone now. Maybe there’s still a little more but it will fade away. :)

Nung ayos na kami, ang saya sa feeling. Nagkakagoosebumps nga ako eh. HAHA. Ang sarap lang talaga sa feeling na ok na talaga kayo and then the whole day na magkausap kami, puro may I LOVE YOU and I LOVE YOU MORE! ♥ Tas he really know me very well. :”> Kasi yung dream na first kiss ko, di ko naman sinasabi sa kanya yun pero nag-iimagine siya kanina tas he asked if that would be nice tas eh, yun yung dream na first kiss ko. :”> Basta yun, ok na kami and thank you for that, Lord! :)

December 28, 2011; 2:01 am.

So, goodnight Tumblr. I’ll go to bed. I’ll rest now. :)

 There’s something ‘bout love; Happy 21st Birthday, David James Archuleta! ♥♥♥

Thank you, new followers! :)

When will I ever have a MERRY Christmas? :\

Kwento ko sa bestfriend ko.

“eh kasi, kahapon pa eh.. sila ni mama “nag-aaway”. eh kasiii. pupunta si mama ng parlor DAPAT. :)) tas alam na yun ni papa nung isang araw pa. tas si papa daw magluluto. tas kahapon nung mga 10 something or before pa, kinatok kami ni mama. alis daw siya. ganun. tas yung sabi sa kanya pano daw yung mga pagkain ng mga bata ganun ganun maglulunch na daw. blah. dada na naman ng dada e. edi di na umalis si mama. tas bumangon na ko, sabi ko, ba’t di siya umalis, edi yun.. nagalit si mama eh. basta, nagkwento si mama kung ano nangyari. tas nagising si ken ganun.. tas nung lumabas si papa, ba’t daw di si mama umalis. WTH lang e. WTHHHH. nagmamaangan maangan pa e. tas nung tumatawa kami ni Ken, ba’t daw kami tumatawa. ano gusto niya? umiyak kami?! eh tae. alam mo, parang ang daming bawal dito eh. lahat na. parang bawal kang sumaya. eh di na nga ako nagsasalita kapag nandito yun eh! kasi kung magsalita man ako, parang magagalit yung mga comment nga diba naaalala mo ba yung sinabi kong nagcomment lang ako ng mainit, nagalit na.. parang ganun e. PATI BA NAMAN PAGTAWA?! eh ano na lang yun?! tas kahapon.. ewan ko.. si papa nga dapat magluluto diba? edi si mama na nagluto.. tas kasi naiintindihan ko mga pinagsasabi nun eh. basta may sinabi siyang tanga ganun ganun. eh ako nga, sinasabihan niya ng tanga, nasasaktan na ko, si mama pa kaya? parang sasabihin mo lang na ayaw mo nung binibigay niyang pagkain, sasabihan ka ng tanga. e tae, siya yung tanga! tas basta yung alam mo yun LAGI siyang tama. siya lagi TAMA kahit maling mali na. pero oo nalang ng oo minsan si mama para walang gulo eh pero.. sus. tsaka kasi ang kuripot. grabe. may nanghingi kasi kanina na traffic enforcer tas nagalit si papa. tas yung friend ni Ken, parang lagi kasing nandito tas naglalaro sila.. tas wala pang nabibigay dun tas sabi ni papa, ano daw siya, taga bigay? yung tito ko nga eh, before nung days nung Christmas, nagspend siya ng days para magpaint dito tas wala man lang kusang loob na magbigay ng kung ano. sabi pa ni papa kay mama, bibigyan pa ba yun? grabe. ANG TANGA NG TANONG. ANG TANGA! siya yung tanga eh. diba syempre bibigyan mo kasi pinagsilbihan ka?! tas nung 24, kahapon.. kala ni papa na babalik pa dito si tito.. sabi niya, siya na lang daw magpapaint dun sa taas. yung paint, pang wall lang tas may pang paint na para sa metal pero wala pang nabibili tas sabi niya, ok lang daw yun. parehas lang daw. di ba naman katangahan yan? my goodness. tas kahapon as in badtrip talaga ako. kakain daw sa labas.. edi nung kumain kami sa labas, habang kumakain, umiiyak ako. nakakainis lang eh. tas ang init sa car, di ko naman masabi kasi alam kong magagalit yun eh.. yung honda, diba walang aircon sa likod.. tas yung aircon parang na sa number 1 lang kung electric fan. parang masosuffocate na ko nun eh. basta, sumama yung pakiramdam ko. :)) tas nung parang nag-iinuman sila, parang pinaalis kami.. umikot ikot daw kasi.. nandun kasi kami sa MOA.. ganun. binigyan kami ng 1000. tas 1000 lang din binigay nun kay tito. :)) basta yun.. tas nakatayo lang kami ng kapatid ko dun.. tas ayaw kong bumalik pero gusto na ng kapatid ko.. grabe, umiiyak talaga ako, mukhang tanga lang eh. =)) tas nung umuwi, badtrip din pala niyan si mama.. tas sabi niya sakin, ayusin ko daw mukha ko kasi nga parang pokerface na ewan. di ako masaya eh.. tas nung 12 kagabi, sumaya lang ako nung ang daming naggreet sakin.. yun lang highlight nung Christmas ko. tas yung nagskype with my cousins dun sa Bacolod.. yun. tas ngayon, yung sa traffic enforcer, kanina lang yun basta may topak si papa tas nung kumakain, siya lang nag-iingay.. si papa, parang nagsasabi kay mama ng kung ano gusto sabihin kay Ken.. tas galit na yun si mama e. tas sabi ni mama, marunong ka mag-English diba? sabihin mo ng direkta.. (in english yan) tas bakit daw lagi parang iniinterpret ni mama.. ganun ganun.. basta, si papa.. lagi kang makakarinig diyan ng tanga tanga.. tas lahat ng ano pinapansin niya.. tas akala niya yung cabbage, bumili kasi sila ni Ken kanina mga 50 down ganun.. tas nagulat siyang 90.. kala niya kasi lahat mura. tae. basta yun. tas si mama, umiiyak ngayon dun sa sala.. nasabi ko na ba to sa taas? =)) basta yun.. tas nung nagpakain si papa at ken ng aso, basta slamming ng door ganun ganun ng gate.. tas lumabas ako.. si mama pala.. diba kumakain kami, nagwalk out tas yun nagsipa ng yung green na maliit na upuan tas yun.. tas nung nandun sila papa sa may aso, lumabas ako diba.. tas sabi ko, ma! tas sabi ni mama sakin, “Lyk, ok lang ako lyk. wag mo ko intindihin. sanay na ako. magiging masaya din tayo sa bandang huli. pasensya na.” basta, nakalimutan ko yung iba.. pero ganyan.. tas kahapon sabi niya sakin, “pag nakatapos ka ng pag-aaral, ikaw na bahala” ewan ko kung sa sarili ko yun basta yun.. tas basta, never naging masaya yan si mama eh.. ginagawa niya yung lahat ng pagtitiis para sakin.. so yun.. ewan ko.. pero uuwi na yan si papa sa Tuesday BUTI NGA! basta.. another not Merry Christmas for me. like when will I ever have a MERRY Christmas.. tsk..”

“tapos, umalis si mama ngayon.. pag nagtanong daw si papa kung san siya pumunta, sabihin daw na pumunta kay tito tas kung nagtanong kung san, di namin alam papunta pero medyo alam ko naman. =)))) tas sabi ni mama bago siya umalis, wag ko daw siya intindihin. tas sabi niya, ba’t ba daw lagi sa kanya pinapasabi na pagalitan si Ken.. para ba daw siya yung magmukhang masama.. tas kung papagalitan ako ni papa, ba’t hindi sakin nagagalit.. yung ganun.. para sa mata namin ang bait bait niya.. ganun.. basta, di ko maano yung exact words na sinabi ni mama pero yun.. tas sabi niya, akala daw ni papa na di ako makakapagtapos kung wala siya.. meron daw family si papa. yung ganun.. basta.. yun. enough of dramas. kaya ko to. HAHA.”

Nakakatamad na rin magkwento kasi nakakawalang gana i-kwento yan kaya copy paste na lang. :D

Hay life. Kung ano man tong mga nangyayari sa buhay ko, nagpapasalamat pa rin ako kay Lord kasi kung di dahil sa kanya, wala ako dito. Kahit ba di ko pa nararamdaman kung ano yung feeling ng may tatay, blessed naman ako sa family nung mother ko, (syempre, yun lang talaga yung pamilya ko! :)] my friends and my loved one. :) Sabihin na nating, I don’t or even can’t have all or any gadgets that most people may have and those that I want but I’m contented with just the love that I have from certain people who are important to me and those are my needs. :) Happy Birthday, Papa Jesus! :) Ikaw lang yung papa ko at wala ng iba. ♥ Salamat po sa lahat ng blessings! :)

This trials in my life? It really pushed me to dream of succession. So, 2012, be ready. Watch me. I WILL BE SUCCESSFUL. :>

#TooMuchDRAMA

It’s nice to open up here, Tumblr. :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS, FOLLOWERS! :)